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1ST STORY 

Salam Ramadhan everyone! quite late but the thought is there kan! and just in case Selamat Hari Raya too! So how does this Ramadhan treats you guys?? as we are approaching Hari Raya soon, am sure all preparation going great! :)

So, along with the Story of My Life on the radio kinda reminds me how much i missed to write something.. of being able to throw up all those unspeakable thoughts.. 22years old person has that serious issues ongoing.. creepy as it depressing.. lots of thing coming right now and seems i've been chased by some kind of undefined feelings.. 

duhh, i do sound like maniac! as im in the middle of finishing my Final Year Project, sometimes i do feel like," yeahhh, the chance of proving something" but to be honest, most of it really makes me dull.. enough said bout that, actually i got some untold feeling that i, myself couldn't t find the exact words to express em.. confused yet struggling to get out..

2ND STORY

  i read a book.. in the middle of night.. it wrote about something related to SARKASTIKCINTA.. can you tell how much pain i regain after finishing the book??? A LOT! SERIOUSLY A LOT.. i read a piece for a day.. it is not like i keep on delaying on purpose.. but.. after a page, it really does punch my heart.. real hard.. the bitter of the truth.. a good job i must say.. every page gives you different lessons.. still, perit lahh woihhhh.. baca aje sentap lepas tuh taknak baca then sambung baca bila tenang and last2 rasa macam haram sebab kena direct atas muka.. that feeling.. super exhausted.. if you have the similar mixed feeling like i do, then this is your book! later on tell me, how do you feel!!!

3RD STORY,the last story..

my deepest condolence goes to families that lost their loves one on MH17.. i might not feel the exact feeling as theirs, but i do feel the pain.. May Allah granted His blessing towards every souls.. ALFATIHAH

Talk on random kindness

Assalamualaikum/Yolo!

greeting from the east cost of peninsular of Malaysia! how is it going fellas?? with this type of weather, all i wanted, a really warm kopi o with ubi kayu rebus cicah nyoq! ohmaiii.. thats haven! 

i havent wrote in ages, phewwww.. quite rusty ehhh.. so, i am home for the weekend and thinking of writing something.. so this is how it goes..

i was in kl, for the past few weeks.. am not remembered about the exact date but hey, who cares! hahaha.. over-dated, that a sure thing.. 

the story begins with this, that time i was in KL Sentral, waiting for my train to Shah Alam.. while standing,i was surrounded by strangers.. male stranger to be exact.. uncomfortable, indeed.. then a nice incident happened.. he helped a makcik lifted her things.. so i was like, damn, i do nothing but thinking a bad things about this guy.. a total shame tho.. to be honest, the idiom of "dont judge the book by its cover" really knock my head.. he is a stranger to that makcik, and all he did was, helping a person.. and he is a Malay and that makcik is an Indian.. a really pleasant time.. despite those people who do nothing but watching, this could be a lesson.. i learn it! big time!

second incident of the day, happened when i reached Stesen Ktm Batu 3.. at that time,my sister supposed to pick me up once i get there, so yeay, typical traffic's thingy, she's late.. and out of nowhere, there is a Chinese boy smiling at me.. i smiled back at him.. then he's running fast to the candy's store.. when i sat on the chair, pulling a book to read, all in sudden that boy came to me.. and gave me a lollipop and said "this is for you".. it is a pleasant surprised.. once i thank him, he went away..

these two incidents, really teach a lesson.. on how stranger can do a good thing to another stranger.. it wasnt hard to do.. despite being an individualistic, why dont us, be a nice person towards another.. hey, give a smile wont cost you a penny.. so, start a new day people!! wake up and try to live within the community.. dont be alone! this world is too big for us.. do some random at kindness!! who knows, the day get better when you smile to other!!

adiossss :)

 

So, WHATS UP 2013?!?!?!

salam/ hello fellas!!

so, i looked up my previous post and it strikes straight into heart.. douche, its on Dec 21st and yes in year 2012.. how out-dated am i.. and now, it is already in half way of 2013 people.. double douche!!

i got plenty to write about life, love etc.. somehow it got stuck in middle of nowhere.. 

 i guess thanks to Zafinas Azahani or reach her by click this link.. why is it so, well when we were WhatsApp-ing, she told me to update my blog and let her know by then.. and i was like, dude, i got fan here! ( British ascent please) .. so yeahh.. this is where my Wednesday's night end up to.. 

whats new in 2013??

1.LIFE

 i am 21 going-to-be by this end of  2013, HOORAAYYYY?????? doubt that!! see, i never treat myself as growing old.. referring my bio's on Twitter and i will never blame the external factors either.. its just, number, is not a right tool for defining who you are.. sometimes, teen people can be so much mature compare to adult people.. its based on your intellectual-critical thinking..cant believe i jot it down, but seriously i need to. so, LETS GROW UP AND NO GROWING OLD!

2. STUDY

proudly saying that, IM FINISHED MY FOURTH SEMESTER AS GEOSCIENCE STUDENT!! another 4 sems to go.. all i can say, Alhamdulillah.. last time i wrote about the fear in becoming the student, never hit my head how much im gonna love it.. and now, simply said I LOVED MY COURSE, EVERY DETAILS OF IT..hahaha.. too much love huh.. indeed! never know the love unless you be in it... this 4th sem quite a work, starting from beginning and the pain, damn harsh! pfffttt.. the subjects, the field works, the assignments, the quizzes.. right at the beginning till the end of it!  have to admit, this sem performance such a dull.. dont asks.. better dont! still, I ENJOYED EVERY SEC OF IT =)

3. FRIENDS

 oh my, HOT TOPIC! gotta say this,  I MANAGED TO FIND MY TRUE FRIENDS, MY BACKSTABBER FRIENDS, MY FAKER FRIENDS, MY BADMOUTHING-ABOUT-ME FRIENDS!! all of it!!!  seriously, never come across into the head i would sharing this,  but hey, those pain in ass should be aside! got this girl, namely GIRL,  i treated her as one of good friend, long-short-story, i gave her something, end up with listening to her badmouthing about me right across the door.. if you guys were in my shoes, cant you just figure it out how do i feel at the moment??? so DOOMED! despite of offering her friendship, well she gave me, friendshit.. at that point, i got my lesson.. aint single thing good about this girl.. pfffftttt
 

4. LOVE

currently im not dating anyone.. some of my friends already tied the knot, well, i need a guy for that purpose.. so i managed to find, NONE.. yes, im not that kinda lucky like I-LOVE-YOU-BOY FIE-THAT-TYPE-OF-GIRL, literally not that lucky.. its okay, i guess the time will come once the moment is right.. still, LOVE IS EVERYWHERE LAHHHH =)

 i cant barely updating the blog like always, so if you want to find me, feel like talking to me, reach me by my Twitter, i will be there like all time.. or just go to my Tumblr, the site where i share my another point of view of life!

these two sites where you guys easily connect with me =)

till then, signing in for 2013

Story About "Cucuq Keria"

salam/ hi peeps!

been awhile that im suddenly disappearing from blogging.. is not that i dont have thought to share with..im full-loaded with thought to be exact.. im just finished with all the field trips.. and the last one will be on next Thurs.. such a hectic months!! right before the final.. typical SBG.. we are always busy right after midsem's break started.. 

it was my birthday which was on 15th Dec..the last day of field trip in Terengganu.. well, thanks to all classmates/course-mates and also the the lecturer for singing birthday song to me!! it was so simple but full of energy! thanks again guys!! =)... so, as self-rewarded i managed to find a cool fossil for my self near Aring, Kelantan..actually that' what Paleontology's field trip all about.. finding fossil!! 

but hey, this entry should be about "cucuq keria"!! you see, this sem my roomates were my coursemates.. both of them are from "utaqa".. so practically my father also from "utaqa", means i can get myself to FIT in.. is not so easy, because im half Kelantanesse and half Penang.. basically i mixed up everything.. like everything!!

 but today's lesson about being "utaqa" is making the "cucuq keria"!!! okay, called me noob or whatever names are.. but yes! i didn't know about that "kuih" before.. when i was in Tanjung Tokong, Penang or Taiping, Perak even in Kota Bharu, Kelantan, i looked up for normal "kuih" that i regularly takes.. im barely didnt know about that special "cucuq keria"! when i said, nope! i dont know that "kuih", definitely i dont know how to make it! thanks Eva n Farah, taught me how to make "cucuq keria".. all the process makes me such a loser!! barely DONT KNOW SINGLE THING!!!!!!!  i wished i could learn how make traditional "kuih" so that, my in-laws, future hubby, future kids will be proud of me =)

one of them said that" kesian kat ang, muka macam jakun/ciwi/whatever-you-called-it".. all i can do was, smiled..  i wanted to learn as i never had the chance like they have.. having grandparents whom can teach them about traditional  things.. my grandma, she's more like a person who less care about being traditional.. hahaha.. cool granny, is it??? i helped them by frying those "kuih"... first tryout was "hangit".. like, damn/crap! its getting better after i get myself along with the fire-controlling.. i forgot to take pictures.. but i Google the "cucuq keria's pic for you guys.. 

"HAVE YOU SEEN "CUCUQ KERIA" BEFORE????????????

Lets Jom Mari for MAIK =)

assalamualaikum n blast hi people..

 this entry is not about selling products nor giving free advise.. this entry about on how you can spent a good quality time with family n friends =)

as a full-time student like me, who been filled with assignments, tests, presentations even quizzes, barely hard for us to breath out.. so, take a day from your blast holidays by joining MAIK's carnival..

exactly whats MAIK's offered?? firstly, MAIK stands for Majlis Adat Istiadat Kelantan.. the Kelantan's Royal Institution.. you see, as a citizen of Malaysia, we are barely hard to get in into the royal's castle.. exceptional for the royal family, ministers, n people who work with the institution.. so, this time, this year, the Kelantan's Royal make a huge step.. by allowing the citizens to enter the State's Castle!!! hoorrayyyy!!! Now, we can see how magnificent the castle's view!!!

this carnival started in November n ended in early of December.. im not sure bout the exact date.. you can refer to Mr.Google.. located at Bandar Kubang Kerian, Kelantan.. this castle only took like 15mins from Kota Bharu.. its just side of road.. i bet all Kelantanise knew the castle right?? this carnival, shared the islamic history as well as the Kelantan's Royal Family background.. from the castle's yard, there is a huge booth, providing many good items..as well the backside of castle, there are also 3 row of booths that selling foods from local, shirts, books n you named it..

what i loved the most?? the time that i get myself INTO the castle!!! im so impressed with the all the designs, the chandeliers, the paintings on the wall.. n even the colour inside the castle.. such a mind blowing!! being inside the castle make me felt like im the PRINCESS!! its just TOO AMAZING!!!also there is Islamic's exhibition.. what really goes straight to my heart by the time i get myself into Rasulullah s.a.w replica's house..its feel like, i can feel the Prophet.. subhanallah.. i couldnt say more, enjoy the pics.. please scroll down=)

Umi, Pn.Liza

LIKE A BOS!

The Enterence

The Castle from road's side

Sidewalk's view

yeay!! See the castle people!!

at the sidewalk

Can you see my name, my sign!!! haha i left some note for 'em

the exit! see how sempoi people can be! just sit! =)

im the Missy Rana!! Let me in!!!

a huge board welcoming you guys!!!

castle's view

castle's main enterence

need hepl?? do asks this man!!

To Be Cruel Yet To Be Kind

things happen for reasons.. i've been told over and over again about the phrase... these few days, my limit had been touched... and I've been wondering, is it going to reach to the top???? is it affect my life???? is it the payback??? is it the price for my wrongdoing???

yes.. put the blame on me.. for being naive in friendship.. thought life will be such an ease when having a good bonding with homo-sapiens..  but then.. its comes with the price.. no one should be so nice with others.. no one should be so opposite... you just.. no! MUST put yourself in between.. thats the exact meaning of "To Be Cruel Yet To Be Kind"..

like seriously.. im just too damn tired of trying to be neutral... it do killed me...  for the time sake, im just pretending to be cool.. try to act like nothing happened.. but somehow im just fooling myself out...  its like letting yourself to beat up...  such a moron.. i didnt fight for myself...  again... its showed the level of my stupidity...

when you  make others happy, you are hoping that they do have a blast.. without knowing you were hurting... thats my choice...i rather cry in silent than showing my tears... im bad when its comes to expressing the REAL FEELING... did anyone knows how to deal a business in my situation????  business of feeling?????

after a while, i regenerate my feeling, recharge my stand and hoping things will get better.. which i know it is really pull myself into a good deal..

this sem started with dirt... and i wished to end it up with joy! InsyaAllah, the great Almighty always stay by my side..

keys off!!

Pengisahan Tempo Raya 2012

salam/hi..


 since the last post was composed such a long time ago, i saved some of thought in my head.. on how i faced my finals which was okay and turns up having a good result.. Alhamdulillah.. despite of frustrating not holding a dean list. * which what im dying for!* im having a pretty good time spending my raya.. how awesome it went???? im blast with this year! totally!! except for.. only the bujangs were at home on 1st day of raya... both married son n daughter raya with in-laws..  this raya also went double.. all because of the new kiddo in the house!! welcome aboard nephew, kimi!!! =D.. do scroll down and enjoy how Simple-Silly-Messy Missy Rana's raya!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear Pn Liza & En Fazil..=)

The Bujangs

umi & akie

 

 

umi & my biggest bully bro! apik

olla!!!
umi & missy rana!

umi & the bongsu

akie & missy rana!

 and yes to bring my raya goes superb excited, i met my gadis2!!! 6 years of no catching up do kill us.. but hey.. we make it!!! up to no limit!!!! exception for balqis.. i met her every single time that i could!!! i had blast with my gadis2.. had talk from moon shows up n sun goes up!!! it was a hectic day! but lots of fun n love!!! meet them!!

mimi, balqis, teq, missy rana n nieja!!!

why ENGLISH instead of BAHASA

for the very first time, when i started blogging, using English wasnt my full option of expressing thought... but somehow typing the words makes me feel better.. more myself... im not saying that im perfect in English but i dont put myself into the lowest place in practicing English.... i do have some lack with the language but i manage myself to learn more.. and more.. and more....

i was born around English's environment.. practically, both of my parents were English educators.. in other prospective, they give me a big influence towards the language.. seriously, your environment do lead to who are you today...

i listened to English's songs... and yes, i do have more English songs compared to Malays one.. why??? for me, i got so much soul in their music.. Lifehouse,The Script, Nickelback, Michelle Branch or even Taylor Berrett...their songs killed me!!! i moved my head when listened to their songs... the lyrics went straight to me.. i also likes Yuna.. but only when her songs in English... i listened to IAmNeeta,FynnJamal,Bo.. do you know any of these guys??? they produce a good malay songs.. and yes..they all from people who have their own identities... i love people who make songs based on their surrounding.. better yet, they are the people who behind the theater.. or the perfect word,from underground thinking people..

i read more English's novels instead of Malay.. but hey, i do have collection of Ramlee Awang Murshid's novels.. and mostly my friends.. on my age, do not know him.. why??? because i love thriller's novels..teens my age more prefer romantic novels.. yup! indeed!! and yes i love novels from FIXI and LEJEN PRESS.. aware with this publishers?? the publishers who publish indie novels???

i do prefer English.. yet i love my OWN BAHASA... its not a waste right if we know both language??? it makes me move ahead in my life... i hoped people can change their mind and stop teasing people who want a better way of communication...

adiosssssssssss

hectic of me

salam/ hi..
how to knock up my head when im totally blur with new look of blogger??? its like im being fooled by this new awesome-freak-style.. yup! indeed! how much i missed blogging... how much i missed my moment , sharing some thought with people, to share things that amused me..
that word of busy really make me wanna puke! assignments that needs my attention.. tutorials that need to be done.. presentation that keep on hunting me! well to go STUDY!!!!! stole my beauty sleep.. my date with foods.. you named it! my world totally being upside down.. just because of you lah STUDY!! so pandai curik my days!!!
talk about this sweet-stoler of time, im goin to face my final exam on this coming of JUNE!!! n yet i do laze around!! same attitude.. same o.. same o... its not like i did it on purpose okay.. instead im totally having such a major-big-huge things to do... hewhewhew....=)
starting on 17th im goin to explore the whole JELI... wuuuhhhuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!! goin to Gunung Reng+ Kg Kalai+Lata Janggut+Jeli's Hot-spring... on 18th, heading to Ipoh for Departmant of Mineral & Geoscience 's Museum and Archeology's Museum at Lenggong.. both take place in Perak... on our last day, on 19th im goin to Bukit Keluang, Besut Terengganu.. such a hectic plan to go thru.. is it im goin all of these place for fun??? nope!! its part of fulfilling my course's need... to be expose by truly nature!! till next time fellas! see ya!

1st week at Jeli

salam n hi people..
im in good mood now.. so, i would like to share on how my first week on 2nd semester went at my new campus, UMK JELI..

for those who wondering where is exactly on Earth the Jeli is.. please Google it.. the place in between Tanah Merah, Kelantan and Grik, Perak... the place where all the lovers of nature will die to live in here.. i mean.. really!!! Jeli is the place wher u can calm ur damn heart.. amazed is it??? okay.. have to admit.. got tons of thing to do to bring this new campus up till new level... yes.. we do hv some lack.. but hey.. gv us some space to catch the air.. this place is a new one.. under construction to be precise.. but then.. the people in here got pain in ass to make sure all of these things were in good shape..

my very first day at campus, i got Fundamental of Math early in the morning!! by the way.. it is 2 hrs of lecture, okay!!! can u imagine?? then i had Earth Process's lecture for another 2hrs.. oh yes... this new sem, as Geoscience's student, i learn the introduction to all subjects of Geoscience's subjects.. Earth Process... Earth Material... u named it... feelin' good about this sem.. yeay!!

see ya!!!!!!!!!!!

blessed things that happened!!!

assalamualaikum n hi people!!

oh my.. u know.. my blog totally in bad shape since my last update.. yup.. totally.. im already outdated!!! as always, i do wish that can i can make some blogwalking.. at least few times for couple of days.. bring us all together... keep us closer!! ahaks =) *my sort of wish that really really cant rely on!!!*

why im writing this entry??? its all because i just wrote an entry for this year!! it was shamed tho u'll !! *nonsense+gedixx talking*  wanna know what happened to me in this first two months of 2012?? lets scroll that down people!! *try to act like cool-irritating-people=bajet gla*

like i told ya on my last entry.. facing ur final w/o a good preparation can bring u down!! ishk ishk ishk... indeed!! sob3... lets highlight to this one.. DONT MAKE A LAST STUDY ATTITUDE PEOPLE!!! please sit back n try to get this pic...  how bad do u think when u sit on a chair hoping that ur lecturer gave some sort of medium of hardness' s test but it turns up..like.. the whole high degree of hardness??

my first sem went so damn blast!!! loved to meet with superb peers n superb blessed awesome lecturers!! couldnt ask for more!!! they all amazed me!!! indeed!!! u know every single thing that great to u come
together with pain in ass.. why is it so.. as u say, its all because the LAST DAY!! the word that successfully  killed me!!!! my last day at campus went awful as me hiding up my tears over a goodbye's stuff... i had to say goodbye to my dear-awesome-sweet-friend, dayang!! oh my... it was hard.. damn hard.. pretending that u cool enough but shaking like crazy when the goodbye-moment came... she's the one who i can barely refer

whenever i got messy in my head... sob3.. *imissyousomuchfriend*

lucky my January wasnt bad at all.. on 25th of January 2012, a newborn nephew was welcomed to this great world!!! *ALHAMDULILLAH.. PRAISE TO ALMIGHTY.. THE ONE... ANOTHER NEW SERVANT OF ALLAH.. ANOTHER NEW FOLLOWER OF LOVED PROPHET.. A NEW LEADER... INSYAALLAH, MUSLIMS ARE GETTING STRONGER*  named muhammad danial hakimi n. mohd azreen... son of my eldest bro... im glad of becoming the chooser of the names.. hihihi...i fall in love with name of hakimi.. went straight to my heart!!!  lets hv a look at these pics.. sorry... i do hv a few of him...  i cant take more cz baby keep on growing up!!!!! lets scroll down, shall we???

hakimi people!!

is he sweet baby or what!!!!!

muhammad danial hakimi, day 1

my early 2012!

hi peepers!!
hows ur early 2012 treat u??? super fine is it?? hoped so.. ^^.. according to Mayan's calendar, the world should end by this year... hurmmm.. lets say, lets Allah do His job.. what i mean is, if He wants this as an end, then there is nothing we can do.. right?? if this one is not goin to happen... lets us work together to improve our ibadah, advance our knowledge n get in better in whatever we r doin okay...

my year started with, yup.. faced my final exams!! thats one... really took my breath away... had my K'negeraan n Titas was quite okay 4 me... but then.. having some sort of troublesome when it comes to KILLER subjects!! Bio's n Physics's, was hard but still i can pull myself all together.. chemistry was.. well im tryin so hard 2 forget all the bad timing that i had.. superb hard.. after the time's up, i was.. am i gonna make this.. =,=.... no clue at all...

this year.. this very 2012..shows me that i am a sweet 20-goin-to-be.. people might ask me 2 b more adult.. aiyooo.. which i can say i doubt that one!! how can i b more adult when i sat in front of tv, waitin 4 Kampung Boy?? o Totally Spies??? o Ninja Boys?? o Sergent Keroro??? now, do u get any pic of me gettin into an adult phase?? the BIG NO knock straight to my head..

as age gettin older by each year, some of us was poke with the BIG Q.. what is it?? Q that haunted ur single life!!!  a marriage proposal.. back in time when i was in matrix Penang, i had been told, one of my x-classmate got married.. that time, we both at 18yrs old.. day of wedd was the day i faced my 1st final exam in sem 1.. the nx year when i facing my 2nd final exam in sem 2, i heard she already gv birth 2 a beautiful daughter.. okay.. to b honest, it really freak me out.. some people was busy build up the family when i try to pull myself to get a better future.. then by the time im pursuing my degree, having a classmate that already someone's fiance n jz now i read my dear friend's status on Fb, saying that on how her father letting her to marry.. fyi... she is 21st yrs old.. ermm.. jz woe.. is it?? all i can guess.. at my age, anything shall happen... thats no all.. according 2 my friend's theory.. boys would love to flirt around.. dating with girls.. same thing goes to girls..BUT!! at the moment they went to university, they dont longer think bout dating people...  they thinking about on how to settle down!! theory that might come as reality.. yes.. i do become the witness already!! 

keys off readers!

will missed my 2011!!!!!!!

hello people!! another 1 day to go for new year!! 2012.. is it??? some people make random humor about this... as i read my friend's status update on FB, she said " dont go to toilet on 31 Dec 2011 at 11.59pm!! or else u will show up on another year!!" creative.. first thought about that.. the other friend said, " why u guys study so damn hard lar... we do have exam next year!!!" okay, we hv our final exactly on 1st Jan 2012 lar genius!! 1 day left lar!! WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! another 1 more day??? n what im doing now??? typing an entry at this 2 AM??????? after undergo some stress period, i need to chill lar.. rest my brain.. before start to study again...

on last 15th Dec 2011, it was me.. passing the age of 19.. i am already 19 now!! next year will b my ticket to become OFFICIALLY GROW UP!!! hows my bfday went??? okay, celebrate it with roomies, friends at Family Kopitiam...went out from hostel around 11.30pm on 14th Dec... got back at 4 am on 15th Dec... thanks again for all wishes n callers!! i do appreciate u guys!! thanks cz being there for me... truly glad hv u guys.. auuwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!! on evening of the day, my family fetch me n we had our time together...n my mom bought a cake for me to enjoy with friends back in hostel.. its completely different when celebrating u day with family n friends... right??? i do feel so... n the day went awesome when my friend cooked dinner for all of us!! nasi tomato... it was my fav... it was so damn good!! credit to MIEZA!! do cook for me again okay!!

what do u got for bfday??? okay, i got MORE LOVE!! lalalala... i got FROGGY's FAMILY!!! the big one from MAI n MIEZA which i called it MAIZA..the medium one from ALEX n i called it A.D.. the small one is from SYUK,n the name given was PRINCE...plus, my abg 'Syuk' gave me a lovely storyboard about ' girl with frog's dream'.. thanks abg!! *im sorry for what i hve done..u hv been away from me now.. where were u?? i do need my abg..T__T* thanks to ADIB for rm10 key-chain!! n DAYANG,thanks a lot kawan!!! she bought us a FRIENDSHIP RINGS!!! same design,same pattern just different in size!! hahaha.. thanks yaaa!!!!!!!! luv it!! next entry,i'll show u guys all the presents okay!! insyaAllah =D *i cant share with u guys all the photos that taken on that day cz my phone was attacked by virus!! i lost all my sweet memory!!! *

anything went wrong on my bfday??? to b honest... yes!! i cried on the morning of my day!! why?? errmmmm... i wish i can share with u guys like other things but i just cant... this feeling is just hard to express... in anyway somehow... its was my day... i should b super EXCITED but then... my emotional side went wrong.... cried like a little kiddo... all i can say, this DECEMBER OF 2011 brought different  december to me... i faced different issues... all in the same period!! well, my gut went crazy.. thats why i cried.. i couldnt find my old me... aiyooo... this 19yrs old SOFEA RASHEEQA is now become a _ _ _ _ _ _!!! lucky i got my babes that can help me out thru my days.. thanks sygs!!!!

this is my last entry for 2011... hoped u guys had a blessed year of 2011... n will have a blast year of 2012... good days people... this is SOFEA RASHEEQA signing off for  2011.... n will signing in for 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!see u guys next year okies!!!

having our moment with beloved MAGNUM!!!!!!!!!!

hi peepers!! after having super lunch at Marry Brown with my coolest buddies, the moment when i wrote my dizzy headed bout things that gv it knocks to me lately... n yes our lunch was hilarious!! went around 2.30 pm till 5 pm!!! thanks lar to Mai, Mieza n hero, Syuk!!! laugh all the time... like we own the Marry Brown!!! hahahaha.. *evil laugh*

after gv some space for my tummy,  like two hours break, my roomiest asked me to gv her
some company.. send over our friend, Fiqa to bus station.. once the "bye bye" moment ends, both of us heading to Marry Brown!!! again!!!!!!!!!!! in case u guys wondering.. yup.. we went to the same Marry Brown but with different outfit n different spot!!! thanks yaa Mahira.. the cashier continuously gv her smile.. i bet she does knew us lar!!! lets fill in the vacancy!! hahaha... we talked... downloading cool stuff while enjoying our fast food again!! n my other roomiest join us n asked whether we want some ice cream... hello Dayang!!! dont bother urself okies with that question.. n all Mahira n i said was.. MAGNUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! poor Dayang... hahaha.. next time dont ask!! just buy 4 us!!! n this is one of my video that shows how much we do appreciate ice cream... especially MAGNUM!! n for the very first time i do talk in Bahasa.. hoped u guys can understand my Bahasa y sgt b'terabur!!

what happen to me now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi peepers!! typing while listening ur fav song totally a cool feeling ever.. keeps ur nerve stay alert.. is it??? guess so.. okies dokie.. as u know, its been ages since my last update.. if im not mistaken.. busy?? yes.. perfectly match with my days now.. i do hv millions things to do now.. volleyball's tournament coming soon... just another 2 days left.. yup... really blow my mind away.. cant wait for all these come to the end!! this one totally took most of my time.. cz im not that typo which keep myself online all time!!

top of that, im now in the mood of dizzy!!! final exam will say hi to me just like any sec!! by the time we celebrate new year, i hv to struggle with the future!!! typical me.. always study at the most last minute.. never do this in ur life yaa!!! unless u r the top one.. which i bet u r...

like i used to share with u guys before.. bout my unpredictable relationship with Mr. Physic.. oh my!!!  i do try my very own best to FALL IN LOVE AGAIN with it... still, its not going anywhere but only in here... stuck at the old place.. okay.. u guys might wondering " dont u ever gv any shot??" my answer probably " yes!! i do!!! indeed, i gv my all!!" i hv my best tutor.. particularly a very good one..but i guess physic is not flowing in my nerve like Bio's do..  if u do hv any quick n fast to learn physic, please do let me know okay!!! really need ur help now!!! IM DYING OVER PHYSIC NOW!!!! save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

till next time, c ya!!!!
keys off!

missing Y.O.U!!!!

missing someone today... i know u were there.. 4 real.. come closer... i need u... really.. only u can bring me up.. just wanna live thru ur breath... cant wait 4 the day....
THE THE U WERE MINE... AND I AM YOURS....
ohhh MR.BOSS.. HURRY.. HURRY UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keys off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cupid's love that people ANNOYED!!!

having some kinda dark period is the worst feeling ever.. where the all day long isnt perfectly match o suits enough with the emotion.. it is the most hardest thing to admit but thats the real thing which exactly happen to me!! now!!!
seriously.. i just cant help myself to b more annoyed towards some of FREAKIN PEOPLE  who just pretend to b madly in love.. its totally like "Hey!! where is the one who u try to fool with???!!!" i just dont get it.. LITERALLY, DONT GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
look, lets put it in this situation.. in ur mind,u tend to b everyone's sweetheart.. but the truth goes opposite!! think that people who always bribe u with all the RANDOM SWEET THING when people actually DO FEEL KIND OF ANNOYED WITH U!! wake up dear!!! this is not a fairy tale's world.. this is reality... pretend to b sweet kiddo wasnt ur thing.. its supposed fly away once u grow up..
GLOOMY FACE???
well,thats me now... HELLO WORLD!!! i cant b more interested with UR SWEET TEEN'S LOVE but seriously U HV TO GV ME A BREAK!!! please... kindly gv me my own private space for breathing.. cause i really cant stand with all the thingy.. makes me sick of it.. it just... LET IT B NATURAL... LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT I REALLY KNOW, IT IS INTIMATE.. ONLY BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE...FULLSTOPS!!!

bUncH of BB's

unbelievable!! my 2nd entry in a single day!! credit to Miss Mai.. she's the one who, yeah... make me wanna do one special entry for these amazing babes.. as i manage myself into busy world of study, i cant do it all alone.. i need super cool friends with super hot attitude comes together with super woe friendship relation.. lucky me cz whenever i go, i can find someone whom we can call friend.. some of my best peers also said that
I AM A FRIEND FINDER... wait a sec! is that a complement o what???? okay, boo with that.. doesnt bother me at all..yikessssssss!!!!!!!!!!
okay, at first place, all i can say was never get into my mind that im gonna make some kind of a good friendship bonding with these guys.. why is so??? its all started with SBG's Eid celebration.. thats 4 sure... back in time, i was some type of weirdo kiddo with confused smile.. keep on smiling to others, saying Hi n all those things thats make people wanna say " Ouchhh.. this girl totally freak me out!! who the hell she is?? keep her away from me!!" AM I THATS CREEPY??? no lar.. im really nice girl.. like girl-next-door one.. ( hell no!!keep on giving some xtra credit to myself!! again!!!)

the first hot babe that i knew.. n better yet shes the one who start it on the first place... with her warm welcome of friendship, yes I AM TOTALLY BEING BLESSED!!! by referring to famous word among us today "UNTUNG LAAA DPAT KAWAN Y BAIK" which i can conclude suits enough with our situation...
lets give a warm scroll right to super babe,Maisarah!!!!!!!!! ( drum roll plzz!!!!!!!!)

meets mai!! how sweet she is..most of my time, i do spend with her!

this one, oh yeah!! really know when to smile larh... very good of smiling model!! ( i do think she should make a commercial break about how to smile!!) introducing Miza!! the hottest smile do belong to her!! this girl totally beat me up when comes to smile.. better yet, i do need more xtra practicing on smile if i wanna bring her down!!!  okay MIZA,kindly feel scare of me from now on... i gv u red alert now!! dont believe on what im saying??? as u see the pic me n her, then u know how exactly im telling the truth!!!

here it goes!! QUEEN OF SMILE!!!! heartbeat rose up!!!

talk about this girl.. wowww... she is the most HILARIOUS among others!! thats the truth okay!! love to laugh , talkative, cant b shut down
( anything should turn her to move around!), always a sleepy head( oh gosh! she DEFINITELY FALL IN LOVE IN BIO's CLASS, thats the time 4 sleep!!) n her most eager thing to do is EAT!!! .. as u can name all
the crazy things, n yes she conquers all of it!!! Sarah 0 jz Sara, thats name belongs to her.. 1 thing 4 sure about this one, she loves taking pictures!! n pretty good on what her do!!

sarara tara!! quite superb nickname tho

the only HERO!!! drum roll plzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!! meets Putra Syuk... the king of stylish n most top of all KING OF BIO!! ( damn!! need to get the secret from him to get EXCELLENT in bio!!!) being the only guy in our BB's wasnt a biggie 4 him ( hoped so!! do u mind at all,uncle???) some people might mind n asking hows on Earth it happens??? well, as simple as u buy ice cream.. hv a penny, go to a store then buy it! simple right?? same thing goes to what u guys wondering.. but as far i can say, girls can mix up with dude.. dude also can do the same thing..  as long as we know where the limit is... back about this hero, yes.. he looks like a bro to me.
weird to say this.. *blushing!!!*. but thats exactly what i felt about u!! so lucky mehhh.... he is the 2nd dude whom i can address that kinda way...

the hero!! putra syuk

 

 

WE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!! so damn sweet right?? hoped our friendship bonding will lasts..Amin..

things that BESTFRIENDS do together

HELLO NOVEMBER!!! BYE OCTOBER!!
wowww... what a woe feeling.. its totally been awhile since my last knocking on my love's lappy.. kinda feel like im already outdated from blog walking n all those stuff.. I NEED TO EXPLORE MORE BLOG!!! yeahhh... thats exactly whats on my mind now (if i do hv any xtra time! hoped so!)
last Tuesday i had a chance to give some of my time to all my babies.. so drama queen.. is it??? my babies stand 4 all my close babes.. its been ages since our last date.. if im not mistaken, it happened on Sept.. can u imagine whats on Earth that we r missing??? so so sooo much things to share with.. thanks our HOTTEST BABE for the riding... thanks a lot yaaa!!! a good driver one.. thats absolutely from bottom of my heart!!
enough with all the talk, lets the pictures do the talk.. scroll down, n hoped u guys enjoy!!

hot is it??? hot dude, ameer

on my left is sakinah.. also hot stuff..
remember girl on my right??? yup,qiss

snap3!!

ameer, qiss & me!

hot babes are together now!!

oh my! who daughter is this??? hahak

me ( almost looks like a ninja!)  with sakinah

sakinah looks like topmodel,right?? yeahh.. she knows how to pose!

 

 

newly me!!!

at the end, yess its all about me!! creepy is it??

 

u see, i got many pictures to share with.. but yet i think i dont want any of u guys feel like "yeahh, i bored now!! gv me something else to see!!" hahahaha.. well, i better make a move now.. c u guys later!!

keys off!

mISs u so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi peepers!! i dont know whats wrong with me today.. but i really am missing my close babe.. who she is??? well.. i have lots n lots superb memory with her.. u just name it.. we can talk n talk n talk like we never see each other for like ages.. lets say we just being away like split sec n when seeing each other.. well, all i can say that the world can be ours in any sec.. how hilarious we can be.. wow.. i miss her so damn much.. miss to talk to her.. miss to SHARE EVERYTHING WITH HER.. miss to laugh with her.. miss to cry with her.. miss to do everything with her.. i love u n miss u so much dear.. come home early.. want to know about her??? just click here..qiss...
get know her.. n u will amazed by her like i do...

miss this girl!!!!!